i know that i can't say too much right now for my own well being. but right now i feel just so alone. i don't know what to do anymore. i vented to a few who i trust and even they have no advice, other then to jsut keep going the way i was no matter how much it hurt myself and twisted up my insides to do so.
so i guess if you haven't gotten to notice yet, and word hasen't been spread like butter on bread, i am unowend. meerly under protection. there is a line, a well sculpted line, of people who belive that i should be in their collars. but right now, all i truly need is to be loved. just to be held, to be told that everything is okay even though i know that it is not.
sad post tonight, apologies in advance. but this just happens, happens to us all. i must soon get to sleep, i have a slight headache, no one is helping that, and i have work in the morning tomrrow.
sometimes, i wish that submission ment forgeting all your problems and only focusing on him. right now it means crying, headaches, and sore throats from crys that were not heard.
~bria
so i guess if you haven't gotten to notice yet, and word hasen't been spread like butter on bread, i am unowend. meerly under protection. there is a line, a well sculpted line, of people who belive that i should be in their collars. but right now, all i truly need is to be loved. just to be held, to be told that everything is okay even though i know that it is not.
sad post tonight, apologies in advance. but this just happens, happens to us all. i must soon get to sleep, i have a slight headache, no one is helping that, and i have work in the morning tomrrow.
sometimes, i wish that submission ment forgeting all your problems and only focusing on him. right now it means crying, headaches, and sore throats from crys that were not heard.
~bria
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