Today...

well, today has indeed been an interesting day!

HAPPY EASTER! 

it first stated off with a nice shower, cooking my Easter ham for 6 full hours on the grill with some sauce. it was SOOO GOOD! <3 

aside from the normal stuff, no one was on secondlife that much so i was harvesting some stuff on secondlife with NLS, gathered some milk, water and bazi tea leaves. gota pass all of those to a girl in my city. i dont like the cooking part of nls i do more of the rp in my city, but i'm happy to help harvest.

then my Jarl woke up and came on secondlife and skype. we cuddled a bit and brought a girl who is under my Jarl's consideration to come and cuddle then all three of us hada skype chat.

my Jarl wanted to have a ceremony on one of his GPR shows beucase he said that he hasen't done one in a while. so my Jarl and his rune Jarl were in a skype chat with me and the other girl under protection. we talked for a bit about what ceremonys that could be done possibly and how they could change it to make it unique. they deicded to discuss more on it later. anyways..me and the girl under portection were teasing them and keeping their minds off of their chatter *giggles*

today, being a larl girl (kitty girl), i learned a few new commands adn they're super cute hehe.

the one thing so far i like about me and my Jarl's relationship, we don't let other people's drama and problems get to us and mess with what we have. other people don't distract us from what we want to accomplish and what we have planned.

i guess that is the end of it today. oh, and by the way, my photography buissiness, DLP (Dark Larl Photography) has some new photos out :3 
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Dark-Larl-Photography/400400153372002

~pussy, owned by SKA LD

Has Indeed been a while...

It has been just far too long for not putting up a post today. *bad bria* 

so here it goes, an update on the life of bria.

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on SL i got red hair back again, always changing my hair color on sl. its like i can't ever find a share that i really do life. *sighs* so anyways. a picture of that delicious red hair (been red a lot before so i have a lot of different shades of reds and styles) first one edited, second one non-edited.

aside from that, i have also been working on my RP story :

my RP story (3.27.13)

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This is my beginning to my life.

my family resided in the north, the city is no longer there, but it was a vast, well rounded city. my Mother, a short red-headed, blue-eyed Free Woman originally from Port Kar, was the head scribe of the city. i claim my knowledge, usage, and writing skills all to her and my early on training of becoming a scribe to follow in her paths of the blue caste.

my mother was FC'ed to my Father who was a well trusted and humorous blacksmith. He was said to have the greatest skills in all city. he was originally from the north and at the latest time i have seen him, he had brown long hair to the middle of his back, bright green eyes that looked like the deep seas with a green tint.

 Often when no one was around i was aloud to go wander over to his shop and sit to watch him work. sometimes i would assist him in certain ways with his work depending on the work that was going on. my mother thought that i should spend more time writing, it was a very hot headed house. obviously i am a hard headed girl, i came from a family that was in such a manner.

one day, i was getting water from a well down in the main part of our city for my father so that he would have something to put the hot iron ores in when he was finished with them, that was one of my little chores that my mother said "humbled myself even though i was to be free."

 i heard a yell behind me and i split the water over my brown long dress. i spun around and there was a group of men raiding out city. i saw warriors run out of the buildings of my city, they pushed me aside and yelled as i heard clashes of shields, axes, and swords. i ducked my head low as to not be noticed if possible, me the only young red headed-green eyed girl outside, the only female outside rather.

one of the physicians ran out of the infirmary and into the crowd, i didn't want to believe that there was that bad of bloodshed. i was only told of what a raid was when i was young, never seen one with me own bright green eyes. i ran into the bakery were two free-women were hiding behind a shelf. they did not notice me step through the door way.

as soon as i started scanning the room for a place to hide, a hand grabbed me by my small arm, pulling me out of the door way, my boots dragging against the dirt and light snowed ground of the city. the man then slipped a collar around my neck and bound me so i could not free away. i screamed all i wanted "i am a free woman! ye can not do this you beast!" but the man merely replied "tis be true, but yer more beastly in a collar than i," 

i was hulled upon a big boat, one i have seen similar to the docks of my city, i saw my mother with a man holding a sword to her throat, she had  within her hand, a dagger, witch the raiders did not seem to like. i had to watch her be killed before my own eyes before they pulled all the captives upon their big ships.

my father though, i saw him run towards the woods. i do not know were he is, maybe he is still out there, maybe he was eaten by a beast, maybe he was enslaved, maybe he was killed by the raiders. this i do not know. i can only wish that my beloved father be well and that Odin keeps his eye on him. 

i was then loaded off the boat, in a more southern but still northern city. there i was collared to kennels. eventually too that place was raided, and i was captured once again. brought to the south, and then back north back and forth. currently, i remain in the north. serving my Jarl,(tomas.wildcat) and the city of Kalana Fjord Village.

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my life goes on from here but i have a lot to check on for real life right now and some terrible work papers to do. the usual. 

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Odin's eye upon ye and yers.

so lost right now

i know that i can't say too much right now for my own well being. but right now i feel just so alone. i don't know what to do anymore. i vented to a few who i trust and even they have no advice, other then to jsut keep going the way i was no matter how much it hurt myself and twisted up my insides to do so.

so i guess if you haven't gotten to notice yet, and word hasen't been spread like butter on bread, i am unowend. meerly under protection. there is a line, a well sculpted line, of people who belive that i should be in their collars.  but right now, all i truly need is to be loved. just to be held, to be told that everything is okay even though i know that it is not.

sad post tonight, apologies in advance. but this just happens, happens to us all. i must soon get to sleep, i have a slight headache, no one is helping that, and i have work in the morning tomrrow.

sometimes, i wish that submission ment forgeting all your problems and only focusing on him. right now it means crying, headaches, and sore throats from crys that were not heard.

~bria

Random chat at the hub, i was OOC

funny story tongiht. was sitting at the hub and this was an OOC convo. itsa bit low but funny a bit.
((BTW i'm kittyfini resident. bria))
BTB- by the book
GE- gor evolved
Lifestyle- sorta idk how to explain..but...everyone knows gor, but focuses on teh lifestyle more than the RP it's self i guess...
[15:47] Phineus Genesis shouts: Maelstrom is at War ....
Maelstrom is looking to recruit Goreans of all Caste`s to help us in our campaign to see through a lengthy War effort. We need Merchants for trade purposes & supplies whilst moving across the Voltai, Scribes to document the War truthfully in Scrolls, Physicians to heal the wounded, and of course Warriors who live for battle, whether you are an experienced Warrior or you are new and need training, Maelstrom can offer you such training and you will find the experience you need to make you as a seasoned Rarius.
Imperial palace (170,47,1493)
[15:47] Rider Jonstone: Who is Matlstrom at war with?
[15:47] Second Life: Serenity DarkRider (lymle30) is Online
[15:47] Rider Jonstone: Malstrom
[15:48] Puss n' Claws (ironkitten.spiritweaver): grr bully
[15:48] Phineus Genesis: pretty much anyone with an army worth attacking lol
[15:48] Phineus Genesis: not many lol
[15:48] Rider Jonstone: Kind of what I thought
[15:48] Roselin (drasleona): I need a private slave, please IM if interested thank you
[15:49] Phineus Genesis: yes. most btb cities suck on defenses
[15:50] ßria (kittyfini): yea it seems the GE and such have better fighters, prolly beucase htey dotn haev to focus by city's laws on beign completly gorean,
[15:50] Puss n' Claws (ironkitten.spiritweaver): yanks a grey hair from jarls head oops more then one, runs
[15:51] Phineus Genesis: ge sims are more gorean than most btb sims i go to now adays. but yes maelstrom has many... most who play ge as well, as do I
[15:51] Blossom (paulina.jardberg): .
[15:51] Phineus Genesis: see voila my tag changes
[15:52] ßria (kittyfini): some btb books are falling slowly beucase a lot of people dont want to go though the learning and focusing on all the stuff...therefor no one joins lol.
[15:52] Rider Jonstone: well they very seldom RP in GE
[15:52] Phineus Genesis: its because btb people love to travel. makes it hard for sim owners to justify paying almost 300 US dollars a month
[15:52] ßria (kittyfini): some GE sims bria has seen rp, its not all gorean though,
[15:52] Phineus Genesis: bullshit rider
[15:52] Roselin (drasleona): I need a private slave, please IM if interested thank you....I am on a GE if that helps :)
[15:53] Rider Jonstone: hahah I thought that would piss you off hahaha
[15:53] Phineus Genesis: same old bs. people spread the bs about ge but btb is still dying. i think it has about a year left
[15:53] Phineus Genesis: mirc is cheaper
[15:53] Rider Jonstone: No I started GE and yes we did RP , But I find BTB do more RP
[15:54] Phineus Genesis: maybe it will devlove back to irc lol
[15:54] Phineus Genesis: devolve
[15:54] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): as long as sluts will jump on skype with their "Master" BTB isn't going anywhere
[15:54] ßria (kittyfini): bria did lifestlye then ge nwo BTB, tis rare to fine ye a good btb sim sitll, a lot are dead and boring,
[15:54] ßria (kittyfini): giggles*
[15:54] Puss n' Claws (ironkitten.spiritweaver): we do rp and is longer rp infact i hate a raid ruining a nice bath for a jarl or free ffs, ok i hush now
[15:55] Phineus Genesis: mhmm check the stats on the gor meter website.
[15:55] Phineus Genesis: btb is like a little trickle of gor traffic in sl
[15:55] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): not really....
[15:55] Phineus Genesis: but talkig to those here youd think it the other way around
[15:55] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): GE just has more alts
[15:55] Puss n' Claws (ironkitten.spiritweaver): i take a trickle over a floor, cause im the puss rawr
[15:55] Puss n' Claws (ironkitten.spiritweaver): flood
[15:56] Second Life: momo a.k.a Evil Bunny (xoxomomo) is Offline
[15:56] Rider Jonstone: I think there is a movement for some of the bigger BTB northern sims to raid more. But times zones make it had if you do not have the numbers
[15:56] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): trust me, GE only seems to have more people because of alts
[15:56] ßria (kittyfini): nods*
[15:56] ßria (kittyfini): seems legit, Mistress,
[15:56] Phineus Genesis shouts: top 33 sims right margin. or you can believe people in the hub: http://gm.mivabe.nl/regions/stat.php
[15:56] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): who gives a shit about GM stats?
[15:56] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): that's not rp
[15:57] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): it shouldn't matter
[15:57] Phineus Genesis shouts: datd retrieved by each goreans meters in sl
[15:57] Dαєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): The problem is over 90% of gor that is all they do is raid raid raid...there is next to no RP anymore

[15:57]
ßria (kittyfini): ge is popular, beucase theres nto really a set rules, well there tsi, buts its loser, adn theres more fighting. so people like pew pew[15:57] ßria (kittyfini): nods
[15:57] D
αєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): so frankly it makes no point in even going[15:57] Phineus Genesis: traffic = life. if you count two people rping in an empty sim then yes btb wins
[15:57]
ßria (kittyfini): bria agrees with you Jarl (daegus) tis true,[15:57] Rider Jonstone: Rider nods
[15:57] Umufise (wyntersprite): Amen to that
[15:57] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): traffic = who gives a shit if everyone is just shooting at each other.
[15:58] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): Quality over quantity anyday
[15:58] Phineus Genesis: i presenty tangible data. you supply unsupported opinion.
[15:58] ßria (kittyfini): bria rps ina btb sim, not to many because we are rebuilding, but otehr than the occasional rl sitauton, there is nroamly a few people in teh city often
[15:58] Second Life: Charlez Caproni is Online
[15:58] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): dude, if you are in SL Gor to spout data you need a new hobby
[15:58] D
αєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): Unsupported...really...you go ask people and they will tell you the same thing[15:58] Phineus Genesis: funny thing is btb will die anyhow lol
[15:58] D
αєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): as you have seen there have been three already that have agreed with my statement[15:58] Umufise (wyntersprite): RP has died in a Wold where children have come in and taken over causing the older players to ether leave or convert... Fucking immature ass children...
[15:59] D
αєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): so that is not unsupported[15:59]
ßria (kittyfini): everythign will die sooner or later,[15:59] ßria (kittyfini): itsa trend.
[15:59] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): RP in SL period is dying
[15:59] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): not just BTB or SL Gor
[15:59] ßria (kittyfini): its all pew pew
[15:59] Phineus Genesis: but i respect rp skills. however unless you have someone who will pay 300 bucks a month for an empty sim then your ass out
[15:59] Umufise (wyntersprite): No I can go to other sims and RP where there is no meter or combat
[15:59] ßria (kittyfini): not saying tha tbria donest like beating the crap outa people on alts, but eh
[16:00] ßria (kittyfini): bria thinks that the sand lands (soutehrn near desert) citys are dyign as well,
[16:00] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): hell, SL itself is dying. most of the new sign ups are just alts
[16:00] Rider Jonstone: GE has been saying BTB is dying for years and guess what we are still here.
[16:00] ßria (kittyfini): seems everyoen is moving a bti nroth,
[16:00] Umufise (wyntersprite): I remember T1
[16:00] Phineus Genesis: blah blah blah. cluck cluck cluck. dont look at the data. play osteridge and dont fix anything let it ride.
[16:00] Umufise (wyntersprite): Nobody does that or even knows how to do that anymore
[16:00] ßria (kittyfini): bria looked
[16:00] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): who gives a shit about data?
[16:00] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): pew pewers....
[16:00] ßria (kittyfini): but didnt this all start out over one person's opioion?
[16:00] ßria (kittyfini): O.o
[16:00] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): that's it
[16:00] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): the only people that care about stats are gamers, not rpers
[16:00] Phineus Genesis: pretty much everyone cares about data unless theyre religious or something
[16:00] D
αєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): T1, T3, T5, Para[16:01] D
αєgυѕ ʂĸŷʈɷɰɘя (daegus.xavorin): I remember all of that[16:01] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): nothing wrong with you having your pew pew, just don't call it Gor
[16:01] Rider Jonstone: Rider smiles and laughs. I love to start conversation with a heated side in here hahaha
[16:01]
ßria (kittyfini): sad thign, you looka t people ina GE sim, somtiems they know more than the BTB rpers rofl[16:01] Umufise (wyntersprite): I do Para and T1
[16:01] ßria (kittyfini): well, in the books, there were raids, many, but not 18 million ina day
[16:01] ßria (kittyfini): it did happen though
[16:01] Umufise (wyntersprite): I will not accept pew pew. You wanna fight me then come and actually fight
[16:02] Puss n' Claws (ironkitten.spiritweaver): tugs riders hair what taking lessons from me on starting wars, Jarl?
[16:02] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): "hey i'm bored. lets raid"
[16:02] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): "hey i stubbed my toe, lets raid"
[16:02] ßria (kittyfini): rp then pew pew then someoen has to win soemthign or else we can go to rl terms of earth and call it the pointless battle of troy. >><
[16:02] ßria (kittyfini): lol
[16:02] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): "hey i just had sex, lets raid"
[16:02] Phineus Genesis: big world outside of gor. i sail boatrace, fly jets, wew
[16:03] ßria (kittyfini): giggles
[16:03] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): that's what chat looks like in a GE Group, or their vent chat
[16:03] Rider Jonstone: well what pissed me off was the 24/7 raid rescue. Never had time to play the AVI role you were playing
[16:03] ßria (kittyfini): hmm keep btb with btb and ge wit ge
[16:03] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): "hey i just got my income tax refund, let me buy a new bow and lets raid"
[16:03] ßria (kittyfini): and disney wit disney
[16:03] ßria (kittyfini): :)
[16:03] ßria (kittyfini): giggles at Mistress
[16:03] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): "hey I just rped with this new slave. lets raid"
[16:04] Phineus Genesis: segregation. congrats youve entered the 20th century finally at least
[16:04] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): segragation still exists. it never went anywhere
[16:04] ßria (kittyfini): *decides to do one* "hey, i jsut saw a big name for a giant earht animal thatsa dino!...lets raid :P
[16:04] ßria (kittyfini): O.o
[16:04] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): we just don't have colored water fountains anymore
[16:04] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): lol bria
[16:04] ßria (kittyfini): theres segregation in otehr palces of the rl world
[16:04] Phineus Genesis: ya but your in full blown pre 1960's mode
[16:05] ßria (kittyfini): <= would liek to kill the beast, skin it for leathers and boots and such then eat it... :)
[16:05] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): and? we are in a hub of goreans....have we not segregated ourselves from rpers in other genres?
[16:05] ßria (kittyfini): no,
[16:05] ßria (kittyfini): if btb and ge get together, this mess will happen
[16:05] ßria (kittyfini): be mature and keep pure sodium and hydrogen away before they = explosions..
[16:05] Rider Jonstone: hahah we would be killing each other
[16:06] ßria (kittyfini): mhmm
[16:07] Ellie Spiritor (lindsay.dover): GE and BTB can rp together just fine. they just have to leave their fighting women at home. that's about it really
[16:07] ßria (kittyfini): mhmm
[16:08] Ravyn Emor: Why is your avi phantom Umufise. You suck.
[16:08] Phineus Genesis: most ge sims have rp only second sims like ghost does now

long time no see?

tis been a while since bria laid eyes on her sister, bella. she has returned and everyone is so happy that she is back. but bria only stops on her vacation for a moment to say that she is glad her sis is back and will post more, she has been collecting some stuff to post and has some good ones.

~Odin's eye upon ye and yours

~Bria, slave of SKA LD and Kalana Fjord Village.