Updates and new blogging topics

Greetings Jarls, Masters, Mistresses, bonds, kajirae, thralls, kajirus, this is going to be another journal entry that this girl, petals, was allowed to write and publish online. Here she will be talking in first person and expressing her thoughts and ideas, if you see offence to this, please leave. she will begin ranting about stuff now = ^.^ =

okay, so this week has been BUSY! balancing real life work, going back into secondlife gor, doing my art on the side of work, there's just a bunch going on right now...and i have blueberry yogurt, so i guess that makes things a little better!

so on secondlife gor, well, let's just say...i'm in shock, i leave for like two months now, come back and there's more cites did not refuse to have "women of the red caste" but instead granted it. -.- really. also there's more girls who don't do chores, who don't do anything. still, i do chores, i do writing like this to keep my mind going to keep my writing skills pristine. anyways, i digress, seocndlife gor is going down a bit.

also, recently, i have received some messages through my rarely used facebook, my fetlife, my secondlife, and messages on here about issues people wanted me to talk about, research, comprehend, etc. so i added some of mine with the requested ones and i will start with the list. with real life work coming up I'm not sure how much i will be able to be on and write about topics like this but i will try my absolute best.

so here is the list, i'm always accepting requests for topics and such.



topics:

is it easier to be a free woman or a slave?
if you were a real life slave, what are some changes that might occur (using my own experiences)
30 days of submission tag
how do you blend all of your lifestyles into one including gor, D/bbg, Owner/kitten
how do you do a long-distance Gorean lifestyle?
do you belive that sl gor is dying?
should there be an emphasis on training in secondlife gor?
what are girls least taught on SL gor that they should study anyways?
what helps put you in a gorean mindset?
is there anything within the current society that "soils" your mindset of a submissive/bond.
how good are you at naming gorean food/drink and why?
do you think it's easier to be a kajira in a busy city or in a secluded, spread apart city in the USA?



~petals, bond of Jarl Tomas,

a soft sniffle in silnce

*she curls up on the soft blanket, red like the caste of her Jarl. she buries her face in a bunched up part of the blanket which lays in her sleeping spot. a tear slips out from between her wispy lashes. it gets soaked up by the blanket. she quietly sobs to herself*
"it's good to cry sometimes. it's good to think about the past. it brought you to were you are now, petals. cry it out, it'll be okay, some things need to be vented. it's okay to cry. let it all just flow out of your system. it's okay. it'll be okay, your safe here, everything is okay. you can cry here right now, it's okay"
*she pulls her tear soaked face up from the blanket, her Jarl not around at all this evening, like every other evening lately, her face slides back down into the blanket hiding her sadness. her Jarl has not been back yet, her little mind worries while she sleeps, it worries when she awakes and has no one to serve, she worries when she has to go feed the verr. she knows he's okay. but she just has to worry. if she didn't...she wouldn't be her.*

*she pretends the vulo stuffed sack she cuddles every night was her Jarl she whispers the words into the cold darkness of the night "i-i-i-i mi-miss you my Jarl....." her voice tight and squeaky...she sobs herself to sleep*

Were have i been? O_O

yes, if it has not come to your attention yet...i have been away.
for
an
awfully
long
time

final.


anyways today while i was sitting outside eating a cup o' noodles (yes i'm so fancy) and looking at the sunset while listing to the song "handmade celebrity" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qy4ZkacMo0) it reminded me to write my blog. hell if i know why. infact right now, i am finishing such cup o noodle meal and typing. joy right?

so. what has happened and why have a left?

let's answer the "why have i left" portion first!

well, secondlife gor has gone to drama shit pieces. (if you don't know already.) so i shut down DLP (my gor photography stuff) and i mean...there's just no place for me at the moment in secondlife gor. there is just too much drama going on...etc. i mean, in RP villages, i can't be there because my Jarl doesn't technically claim that place as his homestone so it's not like i can "go" anywhere and RP with someone or what ever. secondly, "lifestyle" citys....gosh...they are SO confusing. i mean. they say "no Rp at all" well if a Jarl comes into the damn tavern and asks for some paga...what am i to do? toss it at his face? pretend like it was served. serving is RP, so is dancing...and then the whole "oh you have to kneel if your not walking or dancing" crap. -.- oh my gosh! if they really did that, those girl's would be worthless very quickly dammit. and then the girls wearing dance like silks when doing normal stuff...in the books, they didn't have silks like that for chores and what not, it was a camisk for chores in the south, or what ever variation but defiantly not EVERY girl wore fine dance silks constantly, maybe the Ubar's girl but not every single girl. so it's kinda messed up. so i don't really go on Sl as much.

i've been away to rl for a bit to because work got UBER demanding...my Jarl's rl is busy too at the moment so we're both like away right now.

random thought: i wonder if chewbacca is cuddly....

ANYWAYS:

so you can reach me...on my fetilife page (https://fetlife.com/users/1821310) and if you friend me on there i just might hand you my skype ID and we could keep together :)

i gota go though, must go to the store and relax and sleep, i have a cold in real life.


Odin's eye upon ye and yers.


~petals, Bond of Jarl Tomas.